Anyway I don't want to talk about depressing stuff here- I just uploaded 2 more paintings on my dA account but I'm gonna post them here too, tough smaller and cropped.
The symbol that looks a bit like a bug is my uhhh, trademark thingy xD
See the fullsized version on my dA.
EDIT: pics of an alien head sculpt. It's about time I find a name for them..
^ This one's final for now. Notice the eye has detail.